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My Traffic Jam
by: stuckintraffic

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A lot has gone through today, and I have been busy brainstorming with myself about my eighteenth birthday plans, but in everything I get to think of, I only get open ends of either uncertainty or impossibility. My eighteenth birthday is something I've always looked forward to. I used to want to have a big debut to celebrate a once in a lifetime rite of passage, but I decided against it because a huge part of it would be missing, and although I feel that very much already, I don't want to feel it even more. So I resorted to other options... and all I've been doing today is peruse websites that would lead me to the answers I'm looking for... but I'm having a hard time.I want to give up, so so so much. I want to do just nothing. But I know, with absolute positivity, that after that day, I would regret not being able to do something to make myself happy for just my eighteenth birthday. God knows how I look forward to one day of light in a year of darkness.It's going to be a Saturday, and as much as I want to sleep the whole day off, and miss one whole day, like skipping on turning 18, I can't miss this shot. I, at least, have to try. Sometimes I feel like I don't have anyone. Not even myself.

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1. J Querubin says:
love ur site! goodluck! just finished rating you! hope you rate my site and comment on mine too! :) i love summer and the beach so my layout is very summer-y. haha. :) tc! http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/blog/lifes-a-beach-live-it-love-it-enjoy-it
April 26, 2008 at 11:12 pm
2. stuckintraffic says:
Thank you, means a lot :)
April 27, 2008 at 12:31 am
3. kaenesss says:
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April 27, 2008 at 9:52 am
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April 28, 2008 at 8:50 am
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April 29, 2008 at 12:50 am
6. scar_let25 says:
i hope you'll win :D
May 13, 2008 at 1:54 pm
7. 0420 says:
goodluck! :) nice blog!
May 13, 2008 at 5:00 pm
8. stuckintraffic says:
Thanks guys :)
May 15, 2008 at 11:07 pm
9. cAmzhiie says:
nice blog!done rating you!pleease vote for me too! http://www.candymag.com/blogawards/blog/livin-my-life
May 20, 2008 at 7:09 pm
10. theproudloser says:
YAY!! FTW! GL!
June 6, 2008 at 9:57 pm
11. esther perez says:
I just dropped by your link..and for what it's worth, I know love is inexhaustible be it physically present or not :)
June 8, 2008 at 9:29 pm
12. tin0610 says:
nice one!
August 17, 2008 at 5:39 am
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August 20, 2008 at 8:45 pm
 

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